It's amazing what you can learn by just observing. When you can look pass the lies, the aggression, the "show off" and see something not everyone else can see.
I actually have alot to say but I have learned the hard way that not everyone really cares about your opinions. Some people just wanna hear what you say then they misquote you or judge you, and some simply ignore you.
The past month has been very challenging for me. From security breaches, to my mom's best friend passing away, to dealing with argumentative people who are apparently never wrong.
I had my plate over flowing. This definitely took a toll on me mentally. I started having regular panic attacks. My depression was resurfacing and those mood swings were off the charts.
I found myself wanting to curl up into a ball and cry. It took a lot of praying and a lot of progressive muscle relaxation techniques to calm down . I am still struggling with the back end of this but I am hopeful.
One thing I have learned throughout this ordeal is that no one really cares. They either wanna know your business to talk about you or to throw it in your face later.
I realized that I can trust in God and take my problems to him, I can certainly trust my therapist thanks to a confidentiality clause. And I know I can always talk to my mom.
Sometimes we feel alone, like there is no one to turn too. There is always one person that God will place in your life who will be there for you .
Don't be discouraged today, have faith that everything will work out like it's supposed to. God is great. Remember Jesus loves you .
Thank you for reading the ramblings of my over analytical mind. Until next time, be kind.
Latoya.
