Monday 7 January 2019

Dear Self...

Dear self,
I wanted to take a moment to wish you a happy new year. But there are also a few other things I would like you to know.

For as long as I can remember, you have been sad. I see you smiling and laughing but I know deep inside you are hurting. I know that deep inside there is an overwhelming sadness that hits you unexpectedly and it brings you to your knees.

I have been watching you and praying for you to be alright. I am so happy to see that the dark cloud has gotten smaller. I am so happy that you are a little stronger.


 I love you more than you can imagine. I love you when you're happy. I love you when you feel sad. I love you when you feel hopeless and lost. And I will continue to love you.

Sometimes you question your life and your accomplishments. Never doubt how intelligent and beautiful you are. You have worked very hard for your accomplishments. Never let anyone make you feel inferior or out of place.


I see your tears and I have heard you cry. I want you to know that I am always trying to keep your head above the water. And anytime you feel you can't go on. Just remember to whom you belong.

Thank you Jesus for all you have done, all you are doing and for all you will do in my life. I could never have made it this far without you.

I am proud of myself. I am proud of my bravery. I am proud because I know what I am capable of doing through the grace of God.

Depression is not me. And I am not depression. I am a daughter, sister, friend. I am a registered nurse, writer, blogger, DIYer. I am a SURVIVOR.

Whatever you are facing today. Whatever storm may be in your life today. Everything will be alright. God is in control of your situation. Don't let fear consume you. You are not a disease. You are not defined by where you live, what you wear or who you know.

You are a designer's original. One of a kind. Remember God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. He will NEVER give us more than we can handle.

Thank you so much for reading. I love you and Jesus loves you more.

Until next time
Be KIND.

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